Wednesday, April 22, 2009

RELAXATION NO MORE!!!

OMG....
I would have never thought anything like this would ever happen...
Too Late..

I thought being a place which I called home at Berkeley is no more to me anymore. Once this semester ends, I really REALLY thought that i would be free. Free of thoughts, Free of caring, just time for me to relax and without ANYTHING AND ANYONE!!!!

But now its going to happen once again....

I really thought this time i would have to bother. A time where i would not have to see a face. But now, arghhhhhhh

Friday, March 27, 2009

Living in the worlds of the Sims???

Living in the worlds of the Sims???

Who does that???

Recently, i have been told that i been living in just that...
At first, i was like wth... "who compares life to the virtual reality came?"

In the Sims, when a character does good, they gain a positive sign, and when a character does bad, they get a negative sign.

And i was told just that.

The instant i heard this, i was really bothered by it. It was to the point, where i was going to burst. And the worst thing was that it came someone that i knew.

Arghhh....

After hearing all this, it was too much for me to handle.
I mean, i have so much on my plate, that this should not be bothering me right.
Like i have culture show to deal with, along with choreographing two dances for this culture show, and on top of this i have school to deal with.

People have told me that this person was asking way to much of me. And may that is it and that it is way to much for me to handle with. And that this is not on the top on my pirority list and i should be worried about other things than this nonsense.

This is way toooo much for me now and i so wanna wait till everything is over with.

Just right now, ALL I WANT TO DO IS TO DEAL WITH CULTURE SHOW AND SCHOOL!!!

PLEASE LET ME BE...

THIS IS ALL I ASK OF... IS THAT TOO MUCH TO ASK FOR...

Thursday, March 26, 2009

The Sister I Never Had

A major factor that made my CAL experience exciting was that i found my long lost sister here.

Her name is UYENNIE!!!!

How does that work you may ask???

I first met my sister at CALAPALOOZA. I was first introduced to her through my cousin Linda. As a freshman, who did i know...NO ONE.. IM SUCH A LONER... She was like the second or so person i met in VSA. Ohhh i saw here tabling under the sun at calapalooza, she was wearing a the brown vsa t shirt if i remember correctly. But even then i didn't really know her. We were more of an acquaintance.

The first real time where i got to hang out with her (well kinda) was after field night during my fall semeter 07 here at Berkeley. It was after field night, some vsa cabinet and I went to Christy's Ho place to eat banh xeo and this was where i first got to know here.

I got to know her a bit more though a dance that we were apart of. This was The Fall Showcase. We dance to the song Da Khong Yeu Thi Thoi, i think i spelled the song wrong, but yea. This was where i got to see her dancing skills. she was really good. Oh yea one more thing, she did a fan dance during CALAPALOOZA. After this event, we hanged out at the Asian Ghetto and went to get food and dang we talked about random stuff... hehe

We go closer, during the Culture Show of Spring 08. We were part of the hip hop dance team in VSA Sriracha. We spent so much time together on this dance team. From 2 hour practices to a whole day practice, we practically see each other almost every day.. heheh.. and dang she has dancing skills.

After culture show was over, i was on MIA for the summer and i didnt really interact to Uyennie. Awwwwwww which suxs because i went to a JC that was hella far away for summer school.

Fall semester of 2008.

I got like HELLLLAAAAAA CLOSER to my Sister.
It was to the point were i stayed over at her apartment almost everyday. Literally.

Once moving out to the dorm and into an apartment, i didnt really like it at my apartment.
Therefore, i came over to Uyennie's apartment and stayed over.

Staying over, Uyennie helped me in O chem and other classes.

One think i learned from staying at her place, other than putting the toliet seat down (Hey, i live with dudes ok), was learning how to cook.

My sisters cooks the best food here. She makes like almost everything i ask for.. heheh
For example, Banh Xeo, Spring Rolls, Sushi, and hella goood dessert.

Also, im very comfortable around my sister. I MEAN VERY COMFORTABLE around here.
I can change clothes in front of her, sleep next to her like a little brother, and pass gas..hehehehehehe
Other than that, she has helped me in many ways. From my major to personal problems, shes been side by side through my life a Berkeley.

One thing what i like about my sister was that shes like the next Minh Tuyet.
She knows like almost every single song in the world in English and in Vietnamese.
Like in this year's fall show case, she sang the song "Em Xe La Nguoi Xa Di"
I played the player in that song and she was singing with Christina.

Shes also a good singing teacher. She taught me to sing "Vang Trang Khoc"
Hehehe sooo sad.

Now,
I didnt mention this, but she is graduating and im sad.
This year has been the best ever with my sister in my life.
Now that she is graduating, iono what to do.

But,
All i wanted to say is THX UYENNIE.
i love you soo much
thx for every thing you did for me.

I willl miss you soo much after you graduate.

Sorry, i teared when writing this.
/)_(\

SOOOO HAPPPY....

Have you ever found the one???

I mean the one...
The one who will lend a shoulder when you down..
The one who can share your personal experience with...
The one where you can be your self around...

I haven't told anyone this, but some people know...
But finally found the one...

Initially, i never thought i would ever be with this person.
The first time that i saw this person's eyes, i instantly fell for this person, but i was too intimidated because i was a freshman to this person's eyes.
I was too afraid to approach this person.
Didn't know what to say or how to act, I was just like a baby wanting to be in the arms of a mother.

After singing a song to "This Little Light of Mine", made me what this person even more.
Getting to know this person within a year, through VSA, culture show, many VSA cabinets, many retreats, and get togethers (hhehehehe) was a good thing. After knowing this person, i was able to open myself to a whole new world.

Now,
I been with this person for nearly four months and im sooooo glad to be with this person.
From our first kiss to our first arguement, this person is a major factor to who i am today.
Teaching me the rights from wrongs and where a mistake was very costly, in which i almost lost in the realationship.
This person's strong will, forgiveness, and knowing what it is like going through this obstacle, has taught me so much, in which i will never so it again and that i learned my lesson.

What we have done so far,
Recently,
I travel down to SOCAL with this person and i had the best times of my life.
We done alot of things together.
From cooking soup together to making t shirts.
OMG this person is so amazing, that i am learning soooo much.

Just to end this on a short note.

EM RAT VUI TAI VI EM CO MOT NGUOI RAT HAY

EM RAT VUI

hehehehehe

OMMMM


Sunday, January 18, 2009

Hunger Waiting...

"Hey, wanna go out to eat?"
"Yea, Sure! Where to?"
"Pho Oakland,"
"Imma go get ready"
"Ill see you later."

And never show up...

I just realize that how much it hurts being ditch. It just made me realize how much people cares. Being left behind is not fun at all. When plans are already made and your getting ready, and you soon get a call say "Ohhh i forgot to pick you up." or "Sorry. I thought you were in the car the entire time," doesn't that make you mad beyond your control.


It wasn't until tonight that i felt so left behind. So, tonight i was going to get dinner with my closest friends, but it did not turn out that way. So i just went back up to my apartment and i did not feel hungry anymore. I lost my appetite to eat. Know that i have not eaten the whole day, i did not feel hungry.

The reason why i have not eaten this whole day was i just came back from a retreat. After three days being at Danville for a VSA retreat , I'm finally back at Berkeley. And today was such a long day for me for some reason.

As I said earlier, today was such a long day for me. Today, i woke up around 8 ish. For me that is hella early, knowing that I'm still on winter break mode >.<>.<>.< And that i will always never forget them deep down


........I'm still hungry........ hehehhehehehe

Monday, November 3, 2008

LONG TIME NO SEE

Hey,

I know that I have been on blog for a long time. And a lot has happen between summer and now. ITS JANUARY. So these are the events that occurred that i did not talk about

- The starting of my Fall 08 Semester
- Becoming a VSA ICC Representative
- Making it into Truelement
- FallShowcase (Lion Dancing)
- Midterms
- My Birthday(S)
- Halloween
- X Mas
- and my personal life



Starting and Ending My Fall 08 Semester
So wow, sophomore already. I cant really believe it. Freshman year went by really fast. This semester, I took organic chemistry, physics, molecular cell biology: human physiology, and Vietnamese.

From all of these classes, the most interesting is Vietnamese. As you all my think that I already know Vietnamese, but really i don't. xP. This class the best class at Berkeley thus far. Man this class is sooooo chilled, but for some odd reason i put the a lot of effort in this class. I guess it's because this class is the only class that I look forward to.

I would HELLA recommend this class to anyone who is taking Vietnamese at Berkeley. Thay Bac, omg he is soo awesome. He's pretty chilled when it comes to work. Also, theres alot of free time in this class, but you learn alot at the same time.

So for my other classes. BLAH!!! I passed all my classes but not what i wanted. O chem was sooo hard. Everyone in this class seemed to get everything except for me. I like really struggled in this class. All the reviews and study groups helped, but when it came to exam I blanked out. Totally failed. Same goes for Physic and MCB.

Well, enough about my classes. On the next blog i'll talk about join TL >.<

Wednesday, June 25, 2008

Summer School without Internet

So i know that i have not blogged in a long time. For this is because i moved to my uncle's house. So, why you asked i moved to my uncle's house?

The main reason is SUMMER SCHOOL.

Yea summer school. I know you might be thinking that, ohh why move to my uncle's house? Currently, im taking summer school at a community not near where i live. The summer school that I'm going to right now is like a half hour away from where i live. Another question you might be wondering is, Why don't you go to Berkeley to take summer school? The reason is that im not going to waste like $5000 on going to school at Berkeley. Right now, I'm only taking my general course. Theres no need to go to Berkeley. Here, I'm only paying like $200. Yea thats right, im a cheap college student. xP

Well anyways,
The reason why im not online everyday is that at my uncle's house, i do not get any. Well, he does have internet, but not does not have a router. Therefore, the only place where i get internet is at school. Yea, i can't live without internet. I'm on the internet like every single day, thats like when i am bored.

So thats it for now, i have class soon so see ya later. =]