Hunger Waiting...

"Hey, wanna go out to eat?"
"Yea, Sure! Where to?"
"Pho Oakland,"
"Imma go get ready"
"Ill see you later."

And never show up...

I just realize that how much it hurts being ditch. It just made me realize how much people cares. Being left behind is not fun at all. When plans are already made and your getting ready, and you soon get a call say "Ohhh i forgot to pick you up." or "Sorry. I thought you were in the car the entire time," doesn't that make you mad beyond your control.


It wasn't until tonight that i felt so left behind. So, tonight i was going to get dinner with my closest friends, but it did not turn out that way. So i just went back up to my apartment and i did not feel hungry anymore. I lost my appetite to eat. Know that i have not eaten the whole day, i did not feel hungry.

The reason why i have not eaten this whole day was i just came back from a retreat. After three days being at Danville for a VSA retreat , I'm finally back at Berkeley. And today was such a long day for me for some reason.

As I said earlier, today was such a long day for me. Today, i woke up around 8 ish. For me that is hella early, knowing that I'm still on winter break mode >.<>.<>.< And that i will always never forget them deep down


........I'm still hungry........ hehehhehehehe